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you've marked me
marked me not like the man who's marked me on soft ivory flesh but marked my heart.
when your around my heart skips a beat
it dances it twirls my tummy had fireflies that can illuminate the path to where you and i will walk for eternity.


just finished writing one venting blog about everything and all that's going on around me... went to change a setting and now the shits gone.. all of my emotions were poured into it and now there's nothing FUCKIN SHIT


do bad things happen to good people???


im over sooo oo000ooooVER my boyfriend cats right now!!!. shes in heat and shes screaming and wining all over the apt right now its driving me insane i tell you. im am seriously thinking baout giving him $$ to fix her eenthough i know he wouldnt want to. perhaps i can steal her for a da and do it myslef. it would totally fix the problem tho throwing her out the window right no would b better or hit her over the head for keeping me awake at this time would TOTALLY make me feel better TOTALLY!!!!!!!!!!


So i recently just sold my iphone 2g and though i regreted it for about 2.5 seconds i amd also okay with it. I was becoming one of those addicts always on the phone. lol Thought i am now debating what phone to get even thought about t-mobiles g1 i just found out from a friend that the g2 might be expoldiogn on the the scence real soon.

heres a peak

so now im at a lost maybe i should stick it out with my pink punkie razor until i get my hands on one of these bad boys......

Season Finale of "the City"

Wow so the lion(jay) really feel in love with the lamb(whitney). Too bad the lamb move on fast, resetting her goals on work ethics.

i was kind of bummed whitney did not get the London gig with the company. I think they secretly decided way before they told either of the ladies. too bad no ones really knwo who pulled the cover of elle. i think if the tables where turned and there boss really knew the truth. Whitney would have gotten that position overseas and olivia would've been shut out of the mix.

what a bitch!
i dont like her at all.

just another narsositic bitch out here in nyc destroying the lives of others.

happy st pattys day guys

i thiknk this years logo for st. pattys day its better than last years.....


these ladies are pretty awesome


me working @ my homegirls wedding. I know her from pre-K

great pics with HARD ROCKER @ the legendary hard rock cafe during work hrs....

yay hot coco super sizze


So i decided that i want to start a new series. I wanted to shoot anyone with funky art work on their bodies. Maybe ill even get Mazzi to paint on some of my victims. i think it will be fun!. my ultimate goal with this mini series is to pitch it to one of these infamous tattoo magazines that are out there. Perhaps ill score a intern or something extra. I've been looking for some new work, it appears i work great when slammed with loads of activities.

if anyone thats reading this is interested in volunteering for this faboulus adventure please feel free to contact me!


this is a link to some of my work. will be updated soon

ugh parents

my moms is incompetent and my dad is an asshole and can NOT handle the truth.

what else is NEW!!!!


errrr MOVING sucks asss

No dumb butthead that said he/she would help

this day is priceless uggh >__<

ill nino

What You Deserve - Taken From "One Nation Underground"

This Is War - Taken From "One Nation Underground"

How Can I Live - Taken From "Confession"

thank you God...

 I want to thank You for what you have already done. I am not going to wait until I see results or receive rewards; I am thanking you right now. I am not going to wait until I feel better or things look better; I am thanking you right now. I am not going to wait until people say they are sorry or until they stop talking about me; I am thanking you right now.. I am not going to wait until the pain in my body disappears ; I am thanking you right now. I am not going to wait until my financial situation improves; I am going to thank you right now. I am not going to wait until the everyone is asleep and the house is quiet; I am going to thank you right now. I am not going to wait until I get promoted at work or until I get the job; I am going to thank you right now. I am not going to wait until I understand every experience in my life that has caused me pain or grief; I am thanking you right now. I am not going to wait until the journey gets easier or the challenges are removed;

I am thanking you right now. I am thanking you because I am alive. I am thanking you because I made it through the day's difficulties. I am thanking you because I have walked around the obstacles.

I am thanking you because I have the ability and the opportunity to do more and do better.

I'm thanking you because FATHER, YOU haven't given up on me.



this week has been a TAD too CRAZZZY 
when will it end 

plz oh plz let it end 

i don't know if I'm built to handle this

something to live by

 i do my thing and you do your thing
Im not in this world to live up to your expectations,
and your not in this world to live up to mine. 
you are you and i am i,
and if by chance we find each other,
its beautiful.
-Fredrick S. Perle

thx amiga



things i MAAY get my self for chritmas ONE DAY GOD willing!!

the D200 is waay better but this will do for now lol hhasah


Tokidoki for Smashbox

Fisheye Lens


Hasselbald 503CW


this watch is sick!






his been cool thus far 

i wonder maybe i was made to be alone. i might be happier THAT way!

fun times

 Fun times in Fl back in the beginng of this year! =) hope your doing well dude!


Back 2yrs ago or 3 I had my own space where I called home. Today I am slowly compiling all of possessions and re-living the dreading moving phase, the part of moving that every one HATES the pre move. Packing and organizing, re living memories via our possessions and  re- living some faded memories i am finding items i have been searching for yrs. lol like my freaking quicksilver gloves, guess i found those in the nick of time. 

OMG & the MESS! Man I really did not miss the ACT of moving. I will have to take it day by day.



Make sure to catch tonights episode, its the first of what may possibly be the last three episodes we see for a while due to the writers strike still being in effect. So dont miss it!

remember to set the DVR =)



what is the point of me paying RENT in my house when i am told to turn down the volume to my music..........i MISS my old place i NEED to MOVE errrr





on the go

If there is something to desire,
There will be nothing to regret.
If there is nothing to refer to,
There will be nothing to desire.

If there is nothing to recall,
There was nothing to regret. If there is nothing to regret, there is nothing to desire. ~ poetry in motion


Life is filled with obstacles, choices. Outburst of both great and evil things. What do we or rather what will we dwell on? Are you the type of individual to dwell in the evil and let your self sulk in a depressive aura OR are you the one that sees good in ALL.. The one that giggles just because......

What aura are you?

Me I am somewhere in the middle I presume.

Did we start on the reverse.
How do you see me
Am I fast, slow or just right
Is this a pass timing
For shits n giggles
Tem? Weeks? Mths? Eternal?
Must we clarify that now
Uncomfortable it might and will seem
why must they be
Free alive joy unscheduled.. that how I want 2 live
Free of the drama
Save that shit for your momma (lol)
2 find the part of me that completes me psstaa yeh right to that statement. We are completed forever right in our own ways.....better 2 say ~ 2 find the soul that I will share with...the body I will share my special outburst of
That should be the saying.......

reflecting on 1yr ago

A year ago I was wrapped up in a dude. I guess wrapped up would be a bad way 2 explan it but WHATEVER! I think I was...... the situation was so twisted I maybe perhaps fell for him in a wisted way. BUT if we would have meet yrs agomaybe things would have been different. Today I year later I barely talk to ths person.. Though I know he might never read this ~ well I don't expect him 2. I truly wish him the best his a cool dude......at leats I still think dispite the situations I was placed in because of HIM......ehhh whatever

I'm a loser

Ahh jus remmebered 2 that I might have truly lost my great LOVE beause of me hanging out with ths dude......and NOT paying any mind 2 who really KNEW ME

Bah ~ we LIVE and we LEARN and hopefully STILL bare fruit someday!



it better NOt to borrow anything from anyone 

the end of an ERA

so its finally over my days @ DG are done as of 10/31... wow i feel good and sad @ the same time. i will miss my 4 buddies. Hope that the next one that comes to fill in for me HATES TEACH as much as any of us.


10/25 > Oh oh and scenarios like THIS .............
She is pissing me off teach I am referring to. She walked around the office and when she saw me on my phone she says my name "Vivian" like if I am suppose to jump up and stop. So I said yes and got no response.  Then got up and put my invoices away.. Turns out she was just walking around our cubes to got to the fucking bathroom so I bumped into her at the faxes and she smiles I gave her a WTF face...

10/19 - All,

It is way to quiet in here, knowing the way that the Overdue CP reports look. Everyone is expected to make at least 30-40 calls a day to affiliates in regards to delinquent affidavits. Please use the affiliate rankers on the L drive to help you determine which stations to start with and please begin using the phone more! We will be having individual meetings again next week and I want to see progress made on these reports.

Thank you.


10/18 - All,
I have heard a number of stations over the past month or so stating they did not know where to fill out affidavits or receive logs etc. This is absurd to me because every new station is to get a welcome phone call. If the station is not new and a personnel change at the station is responsible for this confusion; again this means you are not in contact with your stations as frequently as you should be.


Station which are still sending invoices should have all been contacted and moved to the web wherever possible. Invoice should be logged through the web so these stations are not showing up delinquent. There are still TOO Many stations  delinquent for long periods of time on each of your lists. As we have moved to the online system day to day affidavit logging has been reduced drastically, however the contact calls have not risen to an appropriate corresponding  level.  


In the last month we have had 5 producers question the collection of affidavits and the contact interval of long term delinquencies. As I walk around I do not see you on the phones as often as I should. You need to be in constant contact with your stations. Please do so.




Writer's Block: Happy Halloween!

Boo! How did you celebrate Halloween?


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=( i was @ work on Halloween NIGHT ~but thanks to old GREAT co workers the L-I-Z- has a parrtttiieee to celebrate. where else would one see all these stars all in one place at the SAME time.


instant MSG

i received this from a friend on my buddy list..

thought it was interesting

 [2:14 P.M.]:  manipulation is bad.
free will is good.
silence is golden, but duct tape is silver.


' second season may be coming to a close a lot sooner than expected due to the forthcoming apocalypse, also known in some circles as the damn writers' strike.

Sources confirm that the show is going back and shooting an alternate ending to the Dec. 3 episode that, if used, would allow the episode to function as a season finale in the event of a strike. Originally, the episode was only supposed to serve as the conclusion of the current "Generations" arc. Should an 11th-hour agreement be reached and a strike averted (fingers crossed!), the alt ending would likely be scrapped.

In related news, the reality of this whole thing is only now hitting me. And I'm not happy.